drawing 2 / me and m

just had a conversation with m.

on the right side of the drawing
i felt sadness and sorrow and readily expressed that. it is hard to hold back. i feel like i let so much out. where did it all go?
i felt that even though the choices we are making seem honest and “good/smart choices” they still hurt and feel painful.
i feel loss.

on the left side of the drawing
i feel that m has been open and receiving as well as distant and closed.